Friends

I just found out from my friends that at one time,they suspected that i had a problem, 

But they dont dare to ask. 

Thats when i realised, that everyone have this amazing intuition, ( bukan naluri keperempuanan macam gf dari neraka itu ye: by the way, Sakinah, memang terbaik cerita tu.. lakonan memang membuatkan aku nak pijak pijak je GF macam tu....) , that we can detect or sense that our friends are indeed having problems. etc. 

If they did asked when i am at my lowest low, i wouldve broke down and maybe tell them... 

But, now, im strong and ever so positive, i think ill just keep it to myself. I dont need their sympathy, but i do need their friendship. Always. 

But a good support system is important. I thank my wife for always with me when i went to collect my meds etc... ( padahal sebab nak gi dating pastuh. haha) 

If you are in an open status, good for you. But if you decide to keep it a secret, also, good for you. Whatever works for you, it is your status. I dont see any people with diabetes or kurap, pergi bagitau satu dunia kan? Because, in the end, its your secret to keep. 

Semoga kita di dalam lindungan Nya. 

Amin.